stress time.... ;(

npe aku ase tension sgt nie???ape yg aku da wt kt die smpai an still ade yg die ase slack sal aku nie???ape aku nie mmg bkn seperti yg die arap an aku tok jdk????aku xkesah die nk marah or what,,,,but when something goes wrong,,,,,i need to know why,,,,i need to know the reasons why your acting like that,,,whats wrong with me????and whats wrong with my attitude???is it wrong??or is it had become worst than i thought???ourgh!!!!!!! please......i need someone to tell me what is happening right now,,,argh!!!!! why i'm feeling bad right now???is it just my feeling only or is it because it was happening right now??????
 to HISHAM AZHAR,,,, please tell me why are you saying me like that...it must be the reason why are you saying like that right??so,,,please tell me,,,,is it true that i've changed??? or is it just because of the small problem which you want to make it bigger and make it more worst????

right now my heart is going to be like this.....

a few words just to make me strong to face it.....

someone please help me!!!!!!!

if i knew it,,,i would probably never done it.....

p/s : this post is just a post which i need to say everything that i've kept for about a long time,,,its time to say it out,,,sorry if your hurt with what i'm saying.... but u never knew how much my heart is hurt than yours!!!!